i wanted to share this with you guys because i thought it was a pretty cool way to help charities if you don’t have the money to donate! using the website socialvibe you can join up, add your badges to your myspace, facebook, other social networking site, or even your blog, and every time people look at your site you get points, and those points go to help out the cause you’ve chosen.

i chose to write love on her arms because it helps teens and young adults who are facing depression or self injury and i think its a wonderful cause to help, but there are MANY to choose from.

so if you’re interested check it out! and feel free to friend me, i’m nimil on there, as i am everywhere :p

*disclaimer: yes i will recieve points if you join via the link above but i am writing this blog to tell you about this site because i think its awesome.

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so i’m starting to think i’m an old lady trapped in a young body. i love bingo. sometimes i spend hours on pogo.com playing bingo luau.. why is this so fun to me?! shouldn’t i have more interesting things to do? i guess not.

also the older i get the more i seem to want to scrapbook and knit and crazy craft crap like that. of course i never do it cause i’m lazy and i don’t have the materials needed but i think i might ask for something like that for my birthday because it could be really fun maybe…

my dad is talking about being a video blogger on youtube. i had to give him the internet safety speech. what a weird generation i’m in where we have to teach the gen below us and the generation above us how to be safe on the internet O_o.

today is easter.. but we don’t really celebrate it around here. its pretty much an excuse to eat too much food and be lazy.

well that’s all i have to say right now..

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so thursday sucked giant goat ass.

my mother decided it was time to renew my ID. now.. my ID is VERY VERY VERY expired… like.. i should have renewed it in 2004.. yeah.. that’s bad.

so we decided to travel the 30 minutes up the mountain to get that taken care of… it was a rainy day and the fog was really bad, but we made it up there in one piece. once at the dmv, we walked up to the window, there wasn’t any waiting time, no crowd, yay right? NOPE.

first the woman tells me i don’t have enough identification, and hands me a paper with things i can use to identify myself. of course i don’t have any of these things because i have no bank account, no passport, no drivers license, i don’t pay bills at my parents house.. pretty much nothing on the list… except school transcript.

so we drive another 15 minutes to my high school *shudder*, and go visit the guidance counselor who still remembers me from the time i had a breakdown and had to be dragged clawing and screaming away from the girl my boyfriend at the time cheated on me with. fun times…

so there i sat while he got my transcript, which looks awful btw because my stress levels in high school were so bad i just blanked most of it out… we go back to the damn dmv, and the woman tells me that the item i brought for my proof of residence is not acceptable.. ITS MY FUCKING STATE TAX FORMS.. and yet its not good enough. so she gives me another list of shit i can bring in to state that i do in fact live where i live… and of course i don’t have anything with my most recent address on it because i don’t get any bills and i don’t have a job at the moment. supposedly the change of address conformation form i got when i switched addresses will work, so we’re going to bring that to them tomorrow when i have to go back up there for other stuff.

UGH! and they wonder why i’m running around with an expired id?!?! this is why!

so we drive all the way back home in fog thick as silent hill fog. and come home to find out that the pharmacy with dad’s meds can’t get medicaid to work.. dad NEEDS HIS MEDS… and so they went though hell with that. i have no idea if they got that figured out because i passed the fuck out with a nap.

when i came to/woke up/arose from the dead, i was given the news that time warner cable has decided to cap internet bandwith usage for some areas, and that includes mine. its rediculous! their “tiers” go from 5gb to 40gb a month for horrible prices and i would probably eat though 40gb in a couple of days since i game online, watch movies online, spend huge ammounts of time with lucas on voice chat, stream music, and lets not forget the almighty bandwith hog that is second life! of course that’s just me, and i’m not the only person in this house using the internet.

mother says if they cap it we will get rid of TWC, which is all good except there are no other broadband providers in our area… which means i would lose my connection to lucas, and the things that make me happy in life.

after sobbing for a while on skype to lucas, we snuggled and called it a night early because i have to get up in the morning at 9am.. please note that it is about 4:30am as i write this and i cannot sleep to save my life.

i hope i wake up from this nightmare soon…

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i should really have blogged but i am lazy as usual and so i went for a long ass time without an update even though things have happened since last i wrote.

feb was pretty boring… but i am happy to say i did actually get to spend valentines day with lucas. even if it was just over gtalk voice. my last two attempts at valentines day with him were squashed badly so it was just nice to be in his presence..

not much else happened in feb. bleh.

so now it’s march. and hell march is already half over! where did the damn days go?!

last week my father had a bad scare and was rushed to the hospital, but thankfully he was ok. his heart got out of rhythm and he was shocked by his pacemaker/defibrillator. that caused him to pass out and hit his head on the sink edge (he was in the bathroom at the time) panic ensued and he was rushed to the hospital. he came back after a couple of days but we were all very worried about him.

today is my brother’s birthday. he’s 25 today! (i think.. lol shoot me i forgot how old my brother is.. i suck) i don’t think there’s anything planned though. mum made him cheeseburger casserole which btw is one of the best things EVER.

i’m not sure what else to write about.. um…

i am totally in love with the sims 2 again! i dunno why i ever stopped playing that game its so much fun! and now that i’m more skilled at photoshop i can make stuff for the game!

speaking of photoshop i got cs4 and it is AMAZING *dances* god when did i become such a nerd D:

ok that’s about all the rambling i have for you today… if you are interested in my sims 2 junk you can check out my content site and my legacy journal

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why the hell do american movie makers still insist on taking already awesome things to turn into crap ass movies?!?! will they never learn??? did XMEN MEAN NOTHING TO YOU FUCKERS!?

seriously, i’m tired of it. LEAVE MY ANIME ALONE! you’ve already ruined several comic books with this crap you do not need to start ruining perfectly good anime as well. its bad enough we port over japanese horror movies and then ruin them to “better fit american audiences” which really means “we took out all the really good stuff and replaced it with bad sex and more gore” and i like gore, but dammit.. japanese horror is amazing because it makes you go “‘uh.. whut?” and every time they try to convert that to an american film it blows ass chunks.

the article does say that there are people involved in the original cartoon involved with this movie so maybe it has hope but i seriously doubt it :/

this rant was brought to you today by me not having anything coherent to blog about.

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i feel utterly bored with myself lately. i wish i wasn’t so dull. it makes me angry with myself. why can’t i just do something with myself? why do i always feel like just sitting here like a lump.. being dull and listless.. i can’t even keep myself to mundane tasks that should be automatic.

i wish that i could love myself.

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last night i finally got to see Repo! The Genetic Opera! i was so excited and i wasn’t let down either… that movie kicked ass!

the cast was great, lots of sorta known actors, and some singers, but they did a hell of a job.

the story is set in the distant future when organ failure starts to run rampant and many people start dying. a group called geneco comes up with a way to fix the problem and starts marketing surgery as a popular cosmetic way to enhance yourself from the outside in. they make it affordable to the less fortunate with payment plans. however if you miss payments, they repo your organs.

the whole story is very twisted and kinda sick but on the whole a great film. people like anthony stewart head (from buffy fame) and bill mosley grace the cast as well as paul sorvino who was also in romeo and juliet and is a great singer as well as an actor. and i cannot forget, sarah brightman, who was beautiful in this film.. oh and paris hilton who added some serious lulz during the film. though i was pretty impressed with what little acting she did, she wasn’t bad. she even had a singing part, and it didn’t suck.

so i loved it and now writing this makes me want to go watch it again. i sadly had to find it though ill-gotten means since they made the movie limited release, and that always means “not comming anywhere near you” for me because i live in shit-hole no where. but as soon as i have money and this sucker comes out on dvd i will buy it because yes it is actually worth money spent.

so if you can get your hands on it.. see it!

song from Repo! The Genetic Opera!

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so i got a new tablet today, the bamboo fun. and everything was bright and shiny and the world was happy and then i tried to install it… :[ and that was a nightmare. i don’t know what happened.. maybe it wasn’t the tablet’s fault, maybe it was, who knows. all i know is that it asked me to restart my computer, and i did, and when windows came back, nothing worked! i had a panic attack and then calmed myself and tried to fix what had gone wrong. i figured, ok the tablet driver has caused a problem and maybe its stuck. so i booted in safe mode, and removed the driver and restarted. the problem PERSISTED! so i thought ok, i’ll just system restore to a point before i installed this thing… no dice. nothing was working, it was lagged to the point where i could not use it, yet in safe mode it was fine, so i knew it couldn’t be a hardware issue.

so i bit the bullet and did a pc restore. using a program on my computer’s restore partition (i have an hp pavillion) i was able to restore without losing documents which was nice because i wanted to keep my sims 2 stuff. most of my stuff is on the external drive so stuff wasn’t lost.

so now i’m restoring all the programs that were killed due to the restore.. X_x i’m glad i have two computers…

i’m seeing this kinda like a sign that i need to restart more than my computer. my life has taken a pretty swift swoop downward and i think i should try to pick it up a bit.. what an awful way to end the year… screwed up computer and alot to think about.

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someone somewhere has marked my comments on their blog as spam using akismet, which means that now, akismet thinks i am comment spam and sends my comments to the spam queue. so if you are from despair and you havne’t recieved comments from me, please check your queue to see if i ended up there…

does anyone know how i can go about fixing this? it’s really crap to be marked as spam when you’re definitely not! not to mention on my own blog when i reply to someone’s comments my comment gets sent to my own spam queue!

ok now that i’m done complaining i figure i’ll give a little update on the WoW adventures with lucas. we’re at level 27 now! going pretty quick since we’re constantly in a group… not to mention this server is a little more high rate than the regular WoW so we get more experience per quest and stuff like that. its been fun so far. i’ve never really played enough of the blood elf side to see what it’s like but so far we’ve done some really cool quests and i love the scourge areas… so pretty!

being dragged off to do more of that! *poofs*

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