life’s been crummy lately so i’ve been emmersing myself in world of warcraft to dull the irritation.

those who don’t know, i live with my parents. my parents are very poor, and they live off of dad’s disability check, and foodstamps.

the past couple of months, their bank has been screwing them out of a large sum of the disability check, making it impossible to pay bills and what not. mom finally terminated the account with them so they won’t get next months check, but the damage has been done. the car broke down earlier this month and mom was forced to use alot of the money on it gettting fixed. that plus dad’s medical stuff and doctor visits for the month have left us broke. there’s zero food here right now except for a few pieces of bread and cheese. and that is not sufficent substance for a heartpatient who suffers from other medical problems as well. also our satillite tv has been canceled until march. sure, that’s an unneeded expence, but we dont’ get normal tv here. so without the dish, my dad has nothing to do all day except sleep and sit in his room.

mom has not been helping matters. instead of being around, and spending time with dad, she’s been running off to her friend’s house to help her organize her house and stuff. dad was very upset with her when she came home tonight and so was i. it isn’t fair that she gets to leave and dad gets stuck here. dad cannot drive, and unfortunately neither can i. not that it would have mattered, since we only have one working vehicle here. thankfully i have the internet in my room, but dad doesn’t have that luxury yet. we are still working on his computer, and he doesn’t want to use it on my computer, so he’s stuck there.

yes i know, i need to get a job again and help out on bills and stuff, but right now i can’t seem to find a job anywhere. i’ve applied all over the place for retail jobs and stuff like that, and i cannot find anything that is hiring. and the ones that are hiring haven’t bothered to call me back.

so yeah, it’s not been a good few days.

in world of warcraft news. darvin and i made alliance characters just for a change. (we both still prefer the horde side.) i made a human rogue, and he made a human paladin. we’ve been running around together killing stuff but last night our server went down (the bad side of playing a freeserver :mad: ) and we lost alot of our XP and items that we’d looted before the world save. not fun.

also my cat continues to cry and drive my parents crazy. and i have yet to find any answer or any help site telling me what the hell i should do. ugh.