still at my boyfriend’s house um… dunno when i’m going back home. having too much fun up here.

i just spent a full hour deleting spam entries out of my guestbook! someone told me bellabook was better at stopping spam but it’s just as bad as megabook :mad: i’m thinking of just getting rid of the damn thing once and for all because this is really stupid. not like anyone actually uses the damn thing anyway.

i’ve decided to save up my money for a bit and take a trip to england. it’s something i’ve wanted to do since i was a small child, and one of my best friends lives there, so i might as well. here’s hoping it’ll be soon!

downloaded the fireftp extention so i can work on my site here so yay to that.

i really don’t have much to say. i suck, and i’ve neglected my regular forum hang outs like whoa…

still at boyfriend’s house 8D just wanted to leave a new blog entry for people to comment on…

photoshoot fell though again this week. hopefully next week will work out :|

we have baby goats and they are melting my cold hard satanic exterior XD so cute…i want to pet them… i will have pictures of them probably when i get back.

that’s about all i have to say! comment away childrens!

sorry for the long delay between posts kids! i’ve been at coy’s since sunday i’m still here actually.

he has dsl, and i’ve been hooked to his computer for the last few days @_@

i don’t have much to say unfortunately. got myself addicted to another damn mmorpg. it’s called Lineage 2 and i’m so very addicted to it right now. ugh. i’m such a gamer.

had to sit around with an emo girl all day monday. i hate people like her. what the hell is up with that fucking hair in the face shit? i’m sorry, i don’t get it. her music sucks, she says “dood” and she did nothing but irritate me. *eats emo people* i also couldn’t quite figure out why, but she hangs out with people WAY younger than her. she’s 18 and her friends are like..12 ; not to mention, said 12 year old is an avid pot smoker/alcohol drinker.

today’s youth saddens me.

that’s all for now.

my photoshoot is tonight and i will have pictures in this post when i recieve them after the shoot!

i’m really really nervous. so check back after 6 pm eastern time, and you’ll get to see my pretty pictures.

cancled…couldn’t find a damn ride.. :/ stupid holiday…

*edit*
traffic was not the reason we could not do this, it was meerly the fact that neither of us have the ability to drive, and since st. patricks day is a drinking holiday, everyone we knew was piss drunk, so no one could drive. just wanted to clear that up.

bad nimil! bad!

i have been too lazy to blog… havne’t had much to say really. been running around like a dork the past couple of days. my self esteem is up in the stratosphear lately…which is much better than it usually is.

my dad told me a couple of days ago that my uncle wayne will be comming to see us at the end of the month! he’s not really my uncle, but that’s what i’ve called him since i was little. he is my dad’s childhood best friend and is seriously awsome. he’s in the woodstock movie (he comes out of the portapotty while they are interviewing a sanitation worker, and he offers the camera man what ever it was that he was smoking XD), he’s worked in the music business as a roadie for some very famous acts. he has an actual address book with famous people’s numbers/addresses in it. he is also the person who pays for our internet/phone, so we can communicate with the outside world :). i can’t wait to see him! i haven’t seen him since my graduation in 2001. he lives in woodstock virginia, so its a long drive to come visit us.

anyway, that’s awsometastic and i will have many pictures probably.

also, coy’s step-brother wants coy, me, him, and his girlfriend, to all go to florida at the end of may/beginning of june. we’re going to go to islands of adventure!!! i’m not sure if that’s actually going to happen or not, but if it does, it would be very cool. i want to see the ocean again. i’ve only seen it twice in my entire life. it is one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen.

my brother’s birthday is tomorrow, but i have zero cash, so he’ll be getting a nice home-made card or something. if i didn’t have artistic talent i would be so screwed in the gift department XD

took my happy ass off of yoursite.nu. they can blow me

got bored last night and took this sexy picture. my lips are seriously hot :p. tried taking it with my webcam, but it turned out better with the actual digital camera. i just wish my camera wasn’t so cheep, i hate that it makes everything blurry… :mad:

finally got all of my art uploaded to my art site. now i just need to finish re-coding the gallery pages.

the 17th i’ll be doing a photoshoot with my friend larry. i dunno if i said anything about that before. but yeah…fun stuff, and i’ll be sure to show everyone the pictures :p. the 17th is also when Dr. Who starts getting shown on sci fi so i’m looking forward to that as well.

that is all, unless something exciting happens.

i’ve noticed a trend in the reviews i’m getting at yoursite.nu. it seems that everyone finds my blog depressing or “angsty” just because of my layouts. seriously i don’t get it. it reminds me of when i was in school and everyone just assumed i was “depressed” because i wasn’t a happy go lucky girly girl who wore pink and pastel blue.

sorry kids, it’s just not me.

i like grayscale, and black. it’s easy on my eyes, and it just works… this layout was going to be purples, but it looked so wrong like that. black and white with grey hues just matches the dresden dolls more.

i think i might pull out of that place just because i’m tired of getting told my blog layout is depressing. who gives a damn? i give you a nice almost daily updated blog, chock full of honest real life crap, and people are more interested in how much content i have for them to play with, and what colours i use on my blog. bleh.

this also brings me to another point. i hate bright colours on websites! especially when it’s the text of the blog X_x having to read bright pink and blue words kills my eyes and makes me want to pull out my hair.

this post brought to you by seasonal depression. oh yes, i am actually depressed..haha…it’ll go away in about a week or so… no worries, but no, the layout was not made because of this. it was made before the seasonal depression kicked in.

for those of you who asked about “there“. it sucks. seriously. they make it seem really cool on the website, but unless you pay to be a premium member, you have to run around in the default clothing, and default hair, trying to find someone who will give you a job in the game so you can make “tbucks”, which is the currency ingame. you start out with absolutely nothing, and no one wants to hire you. pissed me off. i spend an hour and a half downloading that damn client…i hate dial up.

we worked on my dad’s computer today, attempted to get it working but we failed. no clue what the heck is wrong with it, so i’m trying to get them to take it to an actual computer place where someone with experience can take a look at it.

in happy news. i am entering a contest where i have to design a Pursuit Force wallpaper for use on the psp (playstation portable), for the G.A.P. i got a nice big zip file of game images that i’m going to make into this little wallpaper…then if i win, it will be available for download on the official site if i don’t win. i’ll make it available to people here on my blog. i might also use the images to make a big version, because some of them are pretty damn cool. i love being a gamer girl.

on a final note. this song makes me miss coy. i hope his car is fixed by the weekend so i can see him.

need to blog.

elyse rocks my socks. did you all know that? well she does.

anyway,
today i plan to sit on my butt and do nothing. exciting woo…

i downloaded “there“, because i’m bored and i wanted to run around in 3d land, and since second life requires a credit card, i decided to go with a game that had a free version to it. i got to play it for all of 5 minutes before it went into maintanance mode…and then they said it would be up at 9…but it’s 10 and it’s still down. *sigh* i wish i could just find something fun to do with my time.

the art site is comming along. i’m recoding the galleries and it’s taking a million years to finish. i have a lot of art aparently O_o; but if you want to see it as it is right now, you can click here, just be wary that it’s still under recoding and things look screwed up. also…some of the art hasn’t been uploaded yet, because it just takes way too long on dial up.

dunno what else to talk about.