i’ve noticed a trend in the reviews i’m getting at yoursite.nu. it seems that everyone finds my blog depressing or “angsty” just because of my layouts. seriously i don’t get it. it reminds me of when i was in school and everyone just assumed i was “depressed” because i wasn’t a happy go lucky girly girl who wore pink and pastel blue.

sorry kids, it’s just not me.

i like grayscale, and black. it’s easy on my eyes, and it just works… this layout was going to be purples, but it looked so wrong like that. black and white with grey hues just matches the dresden dolls more.

i think i might pull out of that place just because i’m tired of getting told my blog layout is depressing. who gives a damn? i give you a nice almost daily updated blog, chock full of honest real life crap, and people are more interested in how much content i have for them to play with, and what colours i use on my blog. bleh.

this also brings me to another point. i hate bright colours on websites! especially when it’s the text of the blog X_x having to read bright pink and blue words kills my eyes and makes me want to pull out my hair.

this post brought to you by seasonal depression. oh yes, i am actually depressed..haha…it’ll go away in about a week or so… no worries, but no, the layout was not made because of this. it was made before the seasonal depression kicked in.

for those of you who asked about “there“. it sucks. seriously. they make it seem really cool on the website, but unless you pay to be a premium member, you have to run around in the default clothing, and default hair, trying to find someone who will give you a job in the game so you can make “tbucks”, which is the currency ingame. you start out with absolutely nothing, and no one wants to hire you. pissed me off. i spend an hour and a half downloading that damn client…i hate dial up.

we worked on my dad’s computer today, attempted to get it working but we failed. no clue what the heck is wrong with it, so i’m trying to get them to take it to an actual computer place where someone with experience can take a look at it.

in happy news. i am entering a contest where i have to design a Pursuit Force wallpaper for use on the psp (playstation portable), for the G.A.P. i got a nice big zip file of game images that i’m going to make into this little wallpaper…then if i win, it will be available for download on the official site if i don’t win. i’ll make it available to people here on my blog. i might also use the images to make a big version, because some of them are pretty damn cool. i love being a gamer girl.

on a final note. this song makes me miss coy. i hope his car is fixed by the weekend so i can see him.