not much to write about. didn’t do anything…as usual. um… added a resource page to the “you” section, and put some brushes on there that i made a million years ago.

i got hosting for my art site, now i just need to figure out why i cannot log into the ftp and things will be good

jeremy emailed the hacker house email group saying he’d be back from texas on thursday so YAY! now the whole hacker house family will be united again this year’s show will definitely kick ass. just as long as he doesn’t hit me with the shovel again :|

on the annoyance front, i hate being completely ignored. i put myself on so many traffic sites, and bearly get any responce from it. i look at my tracker every day (it’s an obsession), and i see a whole bunch of people have come from the traffic sites, but hardly anyone has commented on my blogs.

are you people afraid of me?
…
well you should be

anyway, i’m gonna spend the rest of my internet time poking things with a stick.

bad mood, cramps, boyfriend not comming down, STUPID CAR IS BROKEN! *shakes fist*

i hate being a girl, ugh…*curls up in a ball while typing*

i added a new content section about how to get into the haunt industry, maybe someone will find that interesting. if not, well i really don’t care right now…heh.

someone in the comments mentioned they’d like to see my art as content. well there’s just way too much of it for me to put on this site. seriously, it would probably take up my entire allotted space. it has it’s home on deviant art and also some of it gets stuck on sheezy art, so you can find it there if you’re interested or whatever.

i am working on making my own portfolio site for it but dial up makes image uploading so tedious that i get tired of it quickly, but at the moment i have pretty much everything that i made before the computer was hit by lightening here i hate free servers, but at the moment it’s all i can deal with…(unless of course, someone has a buttload of space and wants to host my crazy ass art.)

i’m trying to think of more stuff to make for content. i am by no means a normal person, and therefore, my content will not be normal :|

i will probably start putting up my wallpapers and the brushes i’ve made.

coy comes down today can’t wait! i hate the long waits between weekends…

i’ve been sitting here trying to think of what kind of content i could possibly offer you people. no one seems to have any ideas for me and in all seriousness, i suck at content. i never cared for content on blog sites. i never look at the content on other people’s sites, i just read their blogs. but since everyone who reviews my site says i need content, i’m trying to come up with something.

do you guys like the sims? i have been messing around with some editing things and might put some of my stuff online if it’s worth having up. most of it i made for coy because he can never find the junk he wants on other sites, so i make it myself.

sometimes i wonder if these people are reading my blogs all the way though. i distinctly remember asking everyone to answer the “name 5 weird things about you” question in their comments, but no one obeyed me… :| yeah there were a couple of you that commented before i noticed that i got tagged, but the rest of them had no excuse. i’m pretty sure they just wanted to get the hell off my blog, because it’s evil..hehe

i have been seriously slacking on my art. i think i’m in a bit of a slump i don’t even feel like colouring. stupid seasonal crap is probably to blame. that and i feel like no one is paying attention to anything i do. i’m on every art archive site i can find, with a few friends on my watch lists, and no one…NO ONE ever says a damn thing good or bad about my art. i need praise sometimes ya know? helps me feel like i actually did a good job. hell i’d take bad feedback too! i just want someone to notice that i exist for once. i sound like a silly emo kid now :|

i’ve noticed that when i speak of my daily adventures in life, the only people i talk about are guys. haha. i’m sure people dunno wtf is going on when they come here and see me saying i’m moving in with jeremy, waiting on coy to get home so i can snuggle him, and going to dinner with darvin and alex. i sound like a slut puppy :p.

but i’m not. coy is my boyfriend, jeremy is one of my best friends, darvin is another of my best friends (he is also gay), and alex is just ew…i don’t really like alex…lol but darvin drags him everywhere.

ok i’m starting to fill this entry with random pointless stuff. so i’ll shut up.

yesterday was exellent! it was warm, it was nice, and my friend darvin took me to ruby tuesdays i never get to go there, being poor, so it’s nice when my friends treat me to stuff like that. we wandered walmart afterwords and i poked people i used to work with. my old co-worker dale said electronics wasn’t the same without me…haha aw….

walmart was hell though, and i will never go back to work there. NEVER

march is going to be nice and busy for me. larry is going to use me and my friend jennifer in a photoshoot thing which will show horror though the ages. *squee* i can’t wait for that. i get to dress up like a tortured little girl

the 14th is my brother’s birthday…blah big deal

the 24th is the korn/mudvaye/some other band i can’t remember right now concert! and i have pit tickets!!!! it’s been so long since i’ve been to a concert…i miss the feeling of being thrashed by sweaty strangers in a small enclosed space. moshpits are love…

also…jeremy comes home in a week or two..that means…MOVING SOON!!! hopefully anyway

and after moving comes community college to get my credits up to par. and after that college comes film school, and after film school comes tom savini’s school, and after tom savini’s school comes blissful scream queen/horror makeup/special effects person life.

i’m so excited my life is finally starting to get where i want it to be. and i’m going to meet so many famous people the film school has several well known people working as instructors, and so does tom savini’s school. it’s going to be awsome…

*edit*

oohhh i got tagged!
so..elyse says i have to tell the blogging world 5 weird things about me eh? okie dokie:

1. all of my life i have been afraid of artificial intellegence. i do not know why, but anything with enough ai to think as a human does, scared the ever loving hell out of me. i have a hard time playing some videogames because they are too advanced in their AI systems ;

2. i love attention! sure that doesn’t sound weird at all, but lemmie finish. i love NEGATIVE attention! i love dressing up like a weirdo and walking around places like walmart, or the mall. it’s so much fun just to stand around and watch people’s reactions. i love getting into arguments over what i wear, and how i look, and how i feel about things. always have. i don’t make drama mind you, but i won’t back down from drama either

3. i have always been a horror writer, ever since i was old enough to write complete sentences i have been writing horror stories. i have a small folder from elementary school with all of my old stories in them. the teachers always hated them but i thought they were great! there’s one about a girl who’s aunt is posessed, and another about a ghost that goes to school, great stuff for a 3rd graded to be writing about

4. i have a speech impediment. it’s why i hate talking on the phone. when i talk, my tounge moves funny, and i slur words. kinda like a drunk person does.

5. i was born with 4 ears :D! i was saving this for last because it’s the best one..haha. i was twins in the womb, but the twins became 1 kid (elyse, i’m guessing you’ve read the dark half, since you like steven king, so you probably know what i’m talking about) and when i came out, i had two small outer ears growing out of my head in front of the two normal ears. they did not have the inner ear portions, just the outer cartlage. they were removed by a plastic surgeon not long after i was born. i still have little knots on head that you can bearly feel.

there you go. now i tag ALL OF YOU. those who comment, answer this in your comments

ok! just got the layout up and done…finally! i was going to do something in purple but the whole thing started to irk me, so i looked up my favourite band, found a pretty picture, and pulled this out of my ass in a little over 4 hours. *bows to the applause* yes yes…i know..i’m awsome.

nah not really. i’m hoping i got all the pages fixed. i changed from tables to div’s in hopes that my site would look a bit better. as of right now, it looks pretty damn good. so hopefully this layout is all figured out.

if you do find anything that needs to be fixed, lemmie know, and i’ll see what i can do.

not much else to say.