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FUN THINGS TO DO WHILE BORED!

–look up chav on youtube.com

–listen to Alistair’s crazy ass voice posts on FA (your accent cracks me up dammit… especially how you say “aye hate wemen”)

–learn about actual femme-nazi’s

–help kawika fix his computer:

WasabiZeNinja: fuck
WasabiZeNinja: so it’s not a prob with the i
limegreendeath: lol
WasabiZeNinja: or the right shift since right shift works with everything else
limegreendeath: hit it with your dick

–watch every red dwarf episode on youtube… SMEEEGGG HEEEAAADDDD (unfortunately no one will fucking upload a full episode so i had to make do with clips…and why the hell are people making Red Dwarf mv’s?)

–watch hardu gayu on youtube (HOTTU PANTSUUU!)

–wonder why american comedy can’t be as cool as british and japanese comedy…

–listen to pet cemetery by the ramones and dance around like a crazy person

–dance around to fat bottom girls by queen and then feel dumb when looking in the mirror

–sit the fuck back down

– giggle at rik mayall (I HEARTS HIM)

–stare at aim

–watch funny sketch about wanking in the office

also.. when i look up “the office” i don’t want the god damn american version UGH. THE AMERICAN RIP OFF VERSION SUCKS ASS *SHAKES FIST IN ANGER*

–this show is great ROFLMAO goth guy lives in the server room.. and is now reminicing about the first time he heard cradle of filth…

seriously need to stop looking up british comedy…

still at my boyfriend’s house yes i know.. GET THE HELL HOME! i need to. but… *grabby hands*

drew this in a fit of dorky love-ness… i look awful. coy came out well.

was told by my nerd friends that the xmen movie sucked. i am saddened by this, as it is my favourite comic series and to see it go down the shitter like this makes me upset/mad/whatnot.

i’ll wait for dvd. i love angel but not as much as gambit, and they didn’t even bother to put him in the damn movie :mad:

looking though my tracker out of boredom. it’s amusing the crap people search for and find me with.

hello who ever is searching for “nimil” on altavista! who the hell uses that site anymore?!?! if you were looking for me, you could have at least left a comment

hello person who was searching for “sexy satanist photos” yes, i am a sexy satanist, and yes i have photos hope you found what you were looking for.

you people looking for fucking myspace layouts… THERE ARE NONE HERE. myspace is impossible to code for and the very idea gives me a headache.

and for the whole who looked up “www fucking mom net” if you knew the url, why the hell did you google it? and then why the hell did you look at my site…lol there is no mom fucking on here.

i’m going to spend the rest of this blog whoring my message board which no one is even looking at :/

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so most of my time here at coy’s has been spent playing p-server ragnarok online. god i am such a nerd. earlier i caught myself rocking out to the music in payon dungeon 4 *sighs and facepalms*

i even have an RO diary. which i sorta ganked some of this layout to make XD i wanted something different and unforutnately there’s no photoshop on this computer so i made due with what i had. i have been rambling about stupid things on there since i’m only on a p-server and there’s nothing important when you’re on one of those. high rates suck, i want to do quests and level slowly :mad:

anyway, that’s about it. not sure when i’m heading home. probably at the end of the week though. we have a hacker house meeting on the 3rd and i need to go to that.

coy and i are very much happy little love squishy people. i don’t know what the hell i was thinking trying to leave him… he’s a part of my soul.

but i figured i’d blog so people had something new to comment on. i’m staying at coy’s house for a few days. we’re all snuggly and cute like we used to be. yey. he picked me up at 5 am friday ; crazy fucker.

getting tired of this temp blog layout, so i’ll probably be making a new one as soon as i get home. i have a total creativity block at the moment. i just want to be lazy bleh…

my icon site now lives at surnaturelle.net because jess is a totally awsome sexy hostess. so yeah. i’ll be uploading the rest of the icons when i get back home. i have a ton to upload and dial up hates when i attempt to upload/download so it’ll be slow.

still hoping for the DSL. haven’t heard anything from them yet. *fingers crossed*

in nerdy metal news. lordi won eurovision XD! that’ll make no sense to anyone unless they listen to finnish death metal.

so yesterday was nice. goofed off and acted like a tard. when i got offline, dad called the phone company and found out… dsl only costs $5 more than dial up. so we told them to sign us up please. now they just have to check and see if we can get dsl down here. because we’re the first people down our road to actually ask for it. (we live near a bunch of non-nerdy folk. i don’t know if any of them even own a computer.) so hopefully dsl will be mine soon…

coy came over and we had a long talk and there was much angst and what not. but i think it’s going to be ok. then he took me out for chinese food, and movie renting.

i finally got my hands on a copy of advent children last night. oh god, that movie was good. no words can describe how amazingly beautiful and awsome that movie was. if you are not a gamer nerd, that movie might not intrest you. but since i am…quite the gamer nerd… i was drooling puddles over it.

*edit*
elyse tagged me. so now i will do this meme thing:

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Rules of the meme:
- The infected are to dump out the contents of their makeup bag, take a photo of the contents and then post the photo on their blog, and if possible add it to the What’s in Your Make-Up Bag Flickr pool.
- The infected must pass the meme onto five other female bloggers (or metrosexual men and drag queens).

i tag who ever the heck wants to do this…lol cause elyse has already been tagged, and she tagged jess, and i dunno who else frequents my blog. so yeah…there you go.

i have come to the conclusion that wikipedia has everything in the world. my friend just sent me this thing which totally made me go “wtf”

myspace is scary now. i’ve found countless old friends from highschool and earlier. just recently got in touch with a very very very old ex boyfriend, and a really good friend of mine. the ex, hasn’t changed much…lol which is fine, because i like him that way we spoke on the phone last night for a few moments and then he got called into work and had to go, which sucked but he’s going to call me again tonight at 11 so we’ll catch up then.

the good friend, hasn’t change too much either which made me happy because he’s one of the only people who went to my school that had an iq anywhere near mine. so we got along. he was always quite and reserved, and i was always insane and wild. we made quite the pair of allies.

personal life has been weird. as it stands now, just going to london to meet cameron, as friends. nothing else. and also trying to patch up my relationship with coy. i think maybe i dropped him without really thinking about it and i regret it a bit.

i have finally almost finished readingDangerous Angels. that book is just… wow. impressive. ok it’s really 5 books in one book but still. amazing stories, and i cried a bit while reading it. i recommend it to everyone.

no news on the job applications yet :/ i know i just put them in on friday but i’m impatient!!! i might cave and go work at walmart again :mad: but i don’t wanna…cause i hate that place.

in freak news, i wish i was in california because i would kill to go to this

yes that’s right kids. satanists get married too i’d kill to go and see all those famous people who are going to be there… plus a real life satanist wedding? that would be so fucking cool!

i’m sure i’ve freaked everyone out now…haha sorry visitors who don’t know me well enough to know that i am one hell of a weirdo.

first of all i wanted to take a moment to say that today is the 3 year anniversery of when my best friend brad hill killed himself. i spent today offline, and mostly sleeping, trying to ignore today but i woke up at 9 and was rather depressed :|

ok that’s out of the way. i don’t have much to blog about. messed with some site stuff. fixed up the crew section. so now you guys can see what i like to hang out with. aren’t they lovely?

also, finally got that icon site together. you can find it here. yes layout is ugly, but it’s only temp because i really have no layout ideas at the moment. oh yes and just so you know, i’m a weirdo, so my lj icons aren’t pretty frilly things like most people make. and alot of them are just bases for the moment. i’ll get into some hardcore lj making next time i’m bored. but still. if you want them, there they are. lemmie know if anything is broken.

well right after i set up the damn site, the person hosting me said they have to move hosts and their new host won’t allow for hostees. so my site has been canned :mad: anyone want to host me?

that’s about it.

so. it’s mother’s day. those who know me well know that my mother and i do not get along. yes i was born from her body, and that’s about all i’m thankful for when it comes to her. so i shant be saying any kind words of love and what not for her.

instead i’d like to say happy mother’s day to anyone out there that is a mom. be kind to your child and reap the benefits of a productive, giving offspring. do not abuse them, but show them love and honesty. trust in them. don’t just assume if they look a certain way, that they are doing wrong. give them a chance. encourage them to learn. let them go when it’s time to go.

that’s about all i have to say about today.

so today was as hellish as i expected. straight away i got yelled at from the moment i got in the van. thankfully brought my cd player and large quantities of music, and totally ignored her ass for the whole trip up there. also slept a bit, which was nice, but had another nightmare and so i still felt like shit :\

went to barnes & nobles. filled out an application. mom bought me a caramel frappichino. jenny with coffee type substances is bad 8|~

went to petco but they weren’t hiring anything except for groomers and i don’t really want to do that so we just sorta looked around in there and found stuff i want to buy for my cats. also found the most adorable fancy rats ever. i want one…or…5..*grabby hands* they also had geckos!!!! awsomeness.

then we went to lunch. it’s amazing. i can’t eat a damn thing but set me down at a chinese buffett and i eat enough to make myself sick. filled up on sushi mostly. god i love that stuff. though i had one that had wasabi hidden in it T_T ow…

went to toys r us, filled out an application there, but may have put the wrong phone number. then we wandered around there like crazy people as i giggled about boba fett action figures (i am so ghey)

walked next door to ac moore, and filled out an application. not really eventful.

went to borders, attempted to get an application, but was told i could only do it online. the lady also asked me if i had a resume, no i don’t have a fucking resume, i want to sell books. no one else has ever asked me for a damn resume. she also said i’d have to come in dressed like i teach sunday school which pretty much told me if i got a job there i’d have to take a stick and wedge it firmly up my arse, so i decided not to bother getting a job there. we wandered around borders for a moment and came to the video/music section, where we found the british tv section and it’s sad…between the two of us, we’ve seen 90% of what they had on all 6 shelves they had all the red dwarf dvds that are out…curse poorness…once i have money…those bitches are mine.

mom took me to some juice place and got me a smoothie. yay… that place was full of fucking preppies. skinny little bitchy girls all talking on cell phones and staring at me like i didn’t deserve a fucking smoothie 8D i hate people like that. i hope their brains cave in from all the cellphone usage…

“yeah i got a smoothie what of it?”

mom’s finally come down from screaming about me going to london. now she’s just accepting it…though she wants me to give her a full background check on cameron before i go O_o; she still thinks he’s some sort of psycho killer or something. lawl… be my luck, i’ll fall in love with jack the ripper’s reincarnation XP her exact words were “he could be married, or have kids, you never know!!!111oneone” to which i keep replying “mother he’s never even kissed a girl i doubt he’s married” >:|

did not help matters that while we were at the bookstore we found a book called “murders in london” which was seriously a book that toured london and showed you where all the famous english murders happened. btw cameron, we must find whitechapel…