yeah i haven’t blogged, because…well i’ve been busy X_x

we are now in our last week of training, i’m having nervous breakdowns right and left blah blah blah, i already hate this job and i haven’t even taken a call yet.

i fell like complete ass and i don’t know what to write about.

hello there people finding me by typing in my old domain address and one person googling “the charlie tapes” which is a movie from hacker house… also the lucas nimil person is STILL searching me….

how about saying hello?

the 16th was the 5th month anniversery of my and lucas’ meeting in a crater in second life unfortunately this time most of it was spent with me at work X_x.

i passed my first test of the training course, so yay to that. we were supposed to take phone calls today.. real live.. customer… phonecalls…

HOWEVER

we picked the deadest night ever and we only got 2 calls in our room the whole night i never even had to answer one! relief for me, since i totally sucked ass during our practice session earlier that day. i would have wrecked any real call that came my way.

anyway, not much to talk about, bored, and a bit sleepy.

oh before i forget. who ever is google searching “nimil lucas” and “lucas nimil”… i can see you on my tracker…

ugh need to take some time and write…

my new job is boring right now. 4 weeks of training on how to be a listener care representative. i have to learn to use the computer systems (easy shit), how to take calls and speak to customers, and how to try and sell them on new radios/packages before they end the call with me. so far we’ve covered the basics. info about the services we provide and we’ve played with the computer stuff. that stuff is easy. it’s just inserting information into the proper fields and hitting send *shrugs* not a big deal.

the taking calls part (which is the main part of the job…duh…) that’s the part that i’m curling up in a ball worrying about lol. computer junk is my strong point, while speaking to people on the phone is a major weak point. especially with the part about trying to up sell them on things. ugh. i’m hoping that i’ll gain some confidence in this training junk to be able to actually take these calls successfully but i guess time will tell.

and to be honest hopefully lucas will show up here before training ends and i can leave this area before i even have to bother with taking calls. *crosses fingers*

the call center is pretty cool though. there’s music playing from the xm radios on the floor, there’s a ton of people i went to school with there, and people that i’ve met though bobbie and other people. so i have potential friends and old acquaintances there to hang out with.

my time with lucas has been cut severely and we grasp at any time we can get with eachother. i speak to him every night and every morning on the phone (if we can, sometimes things come up of course). we talk until i have to go and i spend the day wishing i could go back home and cling to him. *grabby hands*

lately bobbie has been playing second life with me again which is awesome because it’s cool having your irl best friend there running around with you (even when she is just in the other room :p)

oh i don’t think i’ve mentioned this but if you are curious about my second life, you can check out the blog for that here. i have a bad habit of not updating it all the time but it’s there in case anyone is interested :p.

anyway off i go.

2 days until i start my new job. i’m nervous as FUCK… ugh. i hope i don’t fuck up.

i’m listening to elliott smith which i shouldn’t listen to cause he makes me sad, but winamp is on random and i’m too lazy to push next.

this job is going to totally cut most of the time i spend with lucas, which makes me sad. so here’s hoping he shows up soon and runs off with me so i don’t have to keep working there. but if he doesn’t at least i know i have a job :/

did i mention i was scared out of my mind? lol

i don’t really have much to blog about i just figured i should put up a new one.

well? what do you guys think of the half ass layout attempt eh? lol i had no ideas so i just threw some photoshop brushes at something and called it a layout.

run down of what’s up for now:

may 7th is the day i start my job. well the training anyway. i’ll be going in from 4pm to midnight like i was hoping for (in actuality i don’t like either schedual’s time slot but i’d prefer to learn mid day to midnight over waking up for training at 7am…bleh)

that training will run for 4 weeks but hopefully i won’t be here long enough to finish it heh. still no word on an actual set date for lucas’ arrival. i’m trying not to push that too much because i don’t want to be rude about it and also, i don’t want him to push it back anymore

some girl added me on an old myspace wannabe site that i joined like… 3 years ago. she was only 16 so i didn’t add her back, but she sent me a message with her PHONE NUMBER in it and asked me to call her…

uh… what?

parents, teach your kids to have some common sense on the internet!!! a 16 year old should not be giving a 25 year old (me) her phone number! geeze, talk about inviting trouble…

i’ve got nothing else to blog about…

i have made a new layout X_x;