i have become a horrible site keeper. never fucking updating D:

well it’s almost july and i’ve been working at this xm radio place for almost a month. it’s not a bad job. not really exciting or fun though… it’s just… a job. money, which i need. the headset makes my ears throb in pain when i come home though, to the point where i just want to have them removed completely.

the money is good though. i was able to buy myself a nice new monitor, a videocard, and i now have posession of bobbie’s old cellphone since she got a new one so moneywise it’s not bad.

i really dunno what to blog about anymore so don’t expect much updating from me.

i passed my test! so monday i am officially on the call floor. now it gets scary. i took several live calls friday after the test and after graduating the training class (we had cake! whee!) omfg live calls are hard. *flops over* ok maybe not hard, but i seriously lost every little piece of knowlege i had… i couldn’t answer any questions or figure out how to help anyone!!! the only thing i knew without a doubt was the activation, and i only had one person call to do that D:

maybe it was burnout from just doing so much in such a short period of time. so i hope that monday i will be a bit better at it. i am scared shitless. thankfully my best friend/roomie will be in the same team as me so she and i can hang out during lunch and what not. my team lead hates me though i can see it in her face every time i saw her look at me friday she looked at me like i was trash. meh.