every year my valentine’s day sucks total ass, and this year was no exception to that rule.

last year i was stuck with no power and no valentine.

the year before we thought my dad was going to die…

this year i’m stuck at work, and i can’t even spend any sort of time with my boyfriend which is realy irritating me.

everyone around me has flowers on their desks, and my desk has one card, from my best friend, who just wrote “sorry you had to work on v-day”.

i want that romantic expression of love and adoration that everyone else gets. yes i know that is selfish. i should be lucky to have what i have, and i do believe that i am lucky but still, it’s kinda depressing to sit and watch everyone else get flowers and pass them around for everyone to see and i get nothing. meh.

i hate being so seperated… i wish i could just spend all my time looking at him. instead of staring at this stupid computer and talking on the phone to idiots who shouldn’t own things they can’t understand how to work.