my cat is going crazy… every day he just meows his little head off, over nothing.. i always check him and make sure he’s not hurt and make sure he has water and food and clean box and he STILL meows loudly for hours!… i’m not sure what his problem is.. maybe i’m not petting him enough… but i can’t just sit around and pet him all day lol… he’s a brat.

i’ve started playing with making sims 2 content! i was going to submit it to some sims 2 sites but it seems i fail at making preview photos and they declined my submission so i have to go back and poke at that.. i’ve made a personal site for it because i hate waiting for those sites to approve crap… so if you are interested in the sims 2 and you want some junk go here to keep up with my stuff! and lemmie know if you have any problems with stuff… i don’t have anyone to test things D:

yes btw i woke up this morning at 6am! arrggg… not only that i went to bed at 11PM! very strange for me.. but it was just a boring day yesterday and i couldn’t find anything to do except sleep so blah. so early morning for me and my parents are looking at me like i’m an alien because it’s rare i wake up any time before noon

gonna work on that sim site now..

another round of despair comment emails and no one has commented at all… does the blog smell funny or something? i was unable to report these commenters because the site seems to be down for me but i will report them as soon as it’s back… kinda sucks that this is not working out. maybe i should try a different comment rotation site. anyone know of a good one?
it seems my site DOES STINK! and the reason it stinks is spam karma it’s been eating tons of legit comments! i’m pissed now… my apologies to those who’s comments were eaten

i got my new laptop cord, yay no more weird electrical feedback! i’ve missed my laptop *clings to it* now i can multitask again!

thanksgiving is right around the corner.. what are you guys doing to celebrate? i’m eating dinner with my family. we got a turkey breast, and stuff to make sweet potato casserole (with marshmallows on top! yum!), asparagus, rolls, salad stuff, and i think some other things but right now i can’t remember. oh yes and stuff to make dad’s favourite lemon pie… it’s usually his birthday pie but i requested another one for thanksgiving! lol

well that’s all for now…

anyone that knows me knows that i never cook. i have no patience for it and i have a weird fear of undercooking food. but today i got a crazy urge and i made breakfast. sticking to foods i know how to cook, i whipped up cheese scrambled eggs, toast, and fried ham. still too chicken to cook bacon, so the ham, being sandwich meat, worked perfectly in its place.

i know it’s not very pretty to look at but it was quite edible!

i got another despair comment email last night and i’m pretty disappointed that my first round of commenters completely neglected me. i hope this next round will actually comment! i’m really loving the blogs i’ve come across recently.

i’ve been fighting with poser pro for a while now, trying to get it to work on my desktop. i don’t know what happened but for the longest time i was unable to open the program! it would just go to the splash screen and then poof, gone… which made it impossible for me to work on art and made me a very grumpy nimil.

however yesterday, for the 5th time, i reinstalled poser and BAM! it worked… i could have danced a jig of glee.

after doing the happy dance in my chair i created this little picture to remind myself how poser works.. its been a month or so since i’ve gotten to play with it so i was a tiny bit rusty XD

so cute! little alien pinup girl *squees* anyway.. yay i can make stuff again.

i went to despair last night and my account still worked, so i logged in and i made myself active again. everything seems to be in order now.. i got my first comment email last night and did my commenting quickly there after. yay… getting back into old habits

watched the death note 2 movie last night with lucas, i love that whole series and he’s never seen it so i’m making him now thankfully he likes that stuff so its not really forcing him.

but i’m not comming up with anything inspiring to keep me on track. how do you do it? what motivates you to keep up a blog? i used to be really motivated but i can’t seem to recapture that and it sucks.

i think i will get back into the despair.nu commenting thing.. i used to enjoy bouncing around blogs reading stuff, but i got kinda swamped and stopped commenting and ended up putting my self on hiatus on there for a looonnngggg time.. i’m not even sure if i’m still in the system.. so i’ll go and see to that today.

my laptop cord arrived the other day and it’s STILL not working properly… we think there is something also wrong with the actual plug inside my computer. thankfully my dad is good with this sort of stuff so he is going to replace that for me. i don’t know what i would do without him.

the other problem with the cord, is since buying this new one, i’ve had horrible feedback from it… low buzzing sounds comming across my microphone which make it impossible for me to leave the laptop on and plugged in if i am in a call with lucas (which is 90% of the time!) which makes it much harder for me to do my usual multitasking… the thing also puts out electronic noise lines on my tv… so all in all, a crap buy. my dad is sending it back and we are going to purchase another one which has a third prong, making it grounded.. i’m hoping that will clear up the noise. my original power cord had 3 prongs, this new one does not, that is the only thing i can come up with that oculd be causing it. if this doesn’t help it i’m going to be very pissed off.

i ment to but i got lazy again *shakes fist*… so the power cord came.. and didn’t fit! >_< so my dad have to send out for another one, thankfully the same price, and sent back the old one. i’m hoping it’ll arrive tomorrow or the next day. UGH i don’t like being without my laptop, i’ve gotten into a routine of having all my webstuff on the laptop and all my second life stuff on the main computer (cause sl does not like my laptop much) so all my normal routine is shook up… *shakes fist*

still reading into chacha.. i had someone tell me they were flighty, he said he’d worked with them about 2 years ago, so hopefully they aren’t flighty anymore… if you’re reading this and you work/worked with chacha give me some feedback! i’m having a hell of a time trying to figure out how to get some money and nothing around here is hiring at all…

it’s funny how i just wrote an entry a couple of days ago telling people to clean out their laptops and how it would make them run better because a couple of days ago my laptop’s power cord died! and that totally sucks… i am so glad i have 2 computers because if that was my main one i’d be screwed right now! thankfully my dad found me a new one online for not alot of money so it should be here today or monday *crosses fingers for today*

right now i’m being lazy, got my monitor sideways facing my bed, got my keyboard laying across a pillow and my leg, and my tablet/mouse is sitting on the bed next to me lol it’s not a laptop but it’ll do because i’m too lazy to get out of bed right now. infact i SHOULD be asleep but i cannot sleep to save my life lately.. ugh..

it’s the seasons fucking up, november is supposed to be cold.. it’s going to be 70 degrees today! it’s screwing with my biological clock and crap… i just feel bleh

in other news, i’m really looking into this whole chacha thing i keep hearing about! i need to get some junk together and get a bank account and then i think i’m really going to go for this guide thing. it seems like an easy task. i like answering questions and i like searching for junk. we’ll see if it works out, and i hope it does, i could really use the money cause i can’t find a job at all. my WoW subscription ran out a couple of days ago *mourns it* no wotlk for me but i will live…

so my mom got a new laptop for her birthday, i can’t remember if i posted about that or not. it’s pretty nice for a used ebay bought laptop. i was pretty impressed with it to be honest. i was really expecting it to be a piece of junk but once we cleaned out it’s heat sink (which is what prompted me to clean out mine!) it was running perfectly. now i just have to teach her about the internet and she’ll be a nerd in no time. it’s never too late to be a nerd

oh yes i should also write about the election i guess… my family has never been much on politics, not really a good thing to say i suppose. my parents don’t vote and they always taught me and my brother that our vote doesn’t matter because in the end the electorial college will decide no matter what we think. to a point i agree with that because hell.. we had 8 years of gw… but really i think this time we finally did something. i really didn’t like either candidate running for my own reasons, but i think the better of the two has won and i really hope he does make a change for the good. it would be nice to have a better america.

of course with the good there was also the bad… prop 8 was passed in california and i am pretty shocked at that decision… did people forget that marriage is not a specific right for only christians? from the law point of view, religious views shouldn’t even enter into any law making decisions. from the religious point of view, EVEN ATHEISTS CAN GET MARRIED. so really it’s pathetic that a law like this has been passed, and i hope that it can be overturned somehow.

ok i think that’s enough of my bitching.. i was really just blogging because i can’t sleep. maybe i should try blogging more often

so halloween was pretty dull. that’s ok though cause blah.. i’m not much of a party go-er anyway.

i did do a bit of partying on second life but that’s another blog lol. still had a wonderful night even if it was a big dorky and i didn’t dress up…

today i got my dad to clean out my laptop. have you ever taken your laptop apart and cleaned the dust out of it? well if not, let me show you why you should.

see this? this is a dust bunny that i found in my heat sink! EW! seriously, if you have never gone in and cleaned out the fan and heatsink of your laptop… DO IT.. or have someone do it for you if you are afraid of cracking that puppy open… since cleaning it my laptop is running much cooler and a bit faster as well. that’s two years of junk built up there and it clogged my heatsink completely. i’m lucky my laptop was functioning at all!