i wanted to share this with you guys because i thought it was a pretty cool way to help charities if you don’t have the money to donate! using the website socialvibe you can join up, add your badges to your myspace, facebook, other social networking site, or even your blog, and every time people look at your site you get points, and those points go to help out the cause you’ve chosen.

i chose to write love on her arms because it helps teens and young adults who are facing depression or self injury and i think its a wonderful cause to help, but there are MANY to choose from.

so if you’re interested check it out! and feel free to friend me, i’m nimil on there, as i am everywhere

*disclaimer: yes i will recieve points if you join via the link above but i am writing this blog to tell you about this site because i think its awesome.

so i’m starting to think i’m an old lady trapped in a young body. i love bingo. sometimes i spend hours on pogo.com playing bingo luau.. why is this so fun to me?! shouldn’t i have more interesting things to do? i guess not.

also the older i get the more i seem to want to scrapbook and knit and crazy craft crap like that. of course i never do it cause i’m lazy and i don’t have the materials needed but i think i might ask for something like that for my birthday because it could be really fun maybe…

my dad is talking about being a video blogger on youtube. i had to give him the internet safety speech. what a weird generation i’m in where we have to teach the gen below us and the generation above us how to be safe on the internet O_o.

today is easter.. but we don’t really celebrate it around here. its pretty much an excuse to eat too much food and be lazy.

well that’s all i have to say right now..

so thursday sucked giant goat ass.

my mother decided it was time to renew my ID. now.. my ID is VERY VERY VERY expired… like.. i should have renewed it in 2004.. yeah.. that’s bad.

so we decided to travel the 30 minutes up the mountain to get that taken care of… it was a rainy day and the fog was really bad, but we made it up there in one piece. once at the dmv, we walked up to the window, there wasn’t any waiting time, no crowd, yay right? NOPE.

first the woman tells me i don’t have enough identification, and hands me a paper with things i can use to identify myself. of course i don’t have any of these things because i have no bank account, no passport, no drivers license, i don’t pay bills at my parents house.. pretty much nothing on the list… except school transcript.

so we drive another 15 minutes to my high school *shudder*, and go visit the guidance counselor who still remembers me from the time i had a breakdown and had to be dragged clawing and screaming away from the girl my boyfriend at the time cheated on me with. fun times…

so there i sat while he got my transcript, which looks awful btw because my stress levels in high school were so bad i just blanked most of it out… we go back to the damn dmv, and the woman tells me that the item i brought for my proof of residence is not acceptable.. ITS MY FUCKING STATE TAX FORMS.. and yet its not good enough. so she gives me another list of shit i can bring in to state that i do in fact live where i live… and of course i don’t have anything with my most recent address on it because i don’t get any bills and i don’t have a job at the moment. supposedly the change of address conformation form i got when i switched addresses will work, so we’re going to bring that to them tomorrow when i have to go back up there for other stuff.

UGH! and they wonder why i’m running around with an expired id?!?! this is why!

so we drive all the way back home in fog thick as silent hill fog. and come home to find out that the pharmacy with dad’s meds can’t get medicaid to work.. dad NEEDS HIS MEDS… and so they went though hell with that. i have no idea if they got that figured out because i passed the fuck out with a nap.

when i came to/woke up/arose from the dead, i was given the news that time warner cable has decided to cap internet bandwith usage for some areas, and that includes mine. its rediculous! their “tiers” go from 5gb to 40gb a month for horrible prices and i would probably eat though 40gb in a couple of days since i game online, watch movies online, spend huge ammounts of time with lucas on voice chat, stream music, and lets not forget the almighty bandwith hog that is second life! of course that’s just me, and i’m not the only person in this house using the internet.

mother says if they cap it we will get rid of TWC, which is all good except there are no other broadband providers in our area… which means i would lose my connection to lucas, and the things that make me happy in life.

after sobbing for a while on skype to lucas, we snuggled and called it a night early because i have to get up in the morning at 9am.. please note that it is about 4:30am as i write this and i cannot sleep to save my life.

i hope i wake up from this nightmare soon…