i had two days left in this month and i forgot to blog yesterday because i was not feeling well and slept most of the day/night away *kicks rock*

at least this has taught me a valuable lesson, blogging is HARD! especially when you have nothing to say.

i will probably not blog every day in october but i will try to blog on a regular basis still.. maybe i’ll write more about videogames, i am kinda enjoying that.

wow private servers suck. seriously.. i hate them. but i want to play WoW and i don’t have any cash, so i play them…

what annoys me most about them is the fact that once lucas and i start to get good and comfortable with a server, they roll out an update that always breaks everything and we have to leave.

the last server we were on was great, 90% bug free, working quests, working instances, etc… we were doing well and nearly 80. then they updated to 3.2.2 and bam.. the server is fucked. my addons don’t work and keybindings reset to nothing every time you log in, which makes it so we have to reset keybindings every time we log in. very annoying.

so we have spent today trying to find a new server to call home (for now at least) and so far we’ve already been though 2. bleh…

as i’ve mentioned before.. i easily get bored with games even though i love the games to death. right now i just can’t seem to stop being bored! i wanted fallout 3 so bad i was humping the screen when it finally came out.. now i’m not even half way though it and its barely touched. WoW has become monotonous to me… scribblenaughts, while hilariously fun, makes my brain hurt after a few rounds. the sims can be pretty dull when i don’t intentionally make them do stupid things…

so i just keep looking for more and more games to fill the boredom hole. since i am at home all the time, i am starving for things to do. last night i downloaded a new game from gpotato called rappelz. but… it kinda sucks. i mean it looks cool and stuff but the controls kill it for me. i need my wasd keys! i can’t stand walking by clicking everywhere! next i’m eyeballing dungeons and dragons online ebberon. it says its free… which makes me interested.. i really like that the us mmorpgs are picking up the korean mmo way of doing things. make the game free and accessible to all, and then offer perks via a cash shop to enhance the game and generate income for the server upkeep and what not. free realms did that but i still find that game much too limited.. also its targeted more towards children and i started to feel odd about being there. so maybe i’ll check out this new DDO game… but i’ll probably get bored a week after playing it. bleh.

well for a while now, our cat has been scratching himself raw from fleas.. i feel really bad about it, because we don’t really have the money to take him to a vet or get stuff to fix the fleas. (no i am not a bad pet owner.. i am just down on my luck right now..)

my brother finally noticed the situation today, when he realized that dorian is licking blood into his fur, which is why his colouring is so weird. to be honest i seriously thought he was just changing colour with the season… now i feel bad. however my brother has kindly offered to pay for him to go to the vet, he is also going to buy some no water shampoo for us to help get rid of the fleas and clean his fur..

one of our biggest problems was the fact that dorian would not go near water, and neither i nor my mother are able to control him enough to give him a proper bath. last time we tried, mom almost lost an eye. but i had tried to clean him up a little by running a damp washcloth over his fur now and then… i know that’s not the best way to do things but it was better than nothing.

i’m glad my brother came by today and noticed the problem, because now hopefully it will all be ok i’ve raised this cat since he was a kitten, so i am pretty protective over him, just lack of money and lack of help (mom won’t help me bathe him) have made it a bit stressed. i feel bad, like i didn’t protect him.. but hopefully he will be all right now.

i’m hooked on a strange manga recently, called gakuen alice, also known as alice academy in english. its weird, i usually don’t get hooked on manga much these days. anime series yeah maybe, but manga hardly ever.. and especially manga like this.

my usual manga choices have bishie angst ridden men emo-ing and killing people, but this one is slightly light and fun with a little serious stuff underneath. its oddly interesting and i’ve been reading it on and off since yesterday. i’m on volume 2 and according to manga fox there’s 20 volumes so far.. so i have a lot to read.

the whole manga follows elementary school students (see why i say its weird i’m hooked on this?). the main character is a quirky little girl, who’s best friend in the whole world moves away to a school for geniuses and she misses her so much that she goes to find her, eventually ending up enrolling in the school herself. so far there are things in the book that appeal to my inner harry potter fan-girl, as well as just making me smile. i’m only on volume 2 as i said, but i’m already cheering on the main character as she strives to make it though the strange place she has put herself.

anyway its a great read and i definitely recommend it. just be ready to lose a few billion hours because once you start reading it… you don’t wanna stop! *goes back to manga fox now*

i’m having a  hard time sticking to my goals right now… i’m not going to see this as failure but i am pretty disappointed in myself. i started out so well, doing everything i was supposed to, but now i’m falling behind bad. i have kept up blogging but i am struggling with that. my sleep schedule is all out of wack, screwing up on my dieting, meh… just a rough week or so i guess.

i always feel like there’s not enough time for me to do everything i need to get done, even though that’s not true because i always manage to get things done rather quickly, but i still worry about it too much and end up stressing out over it.

last night i had some weird dream that left me awake at an odd hour and stuck without the ability to return to sleep. i ended up playing sim city 4 for an hour before i could finally crawl back into my bed and close my eyes. stuff like that sucks and i wish i could just stay asleep the whole night!!

sorry i’m ranty today…

i figured since i’m playing WoW so much i would write a proper blog about something involving it..

i’m addicted to UI addons/replacements. my ui is insane and completely different from the regular WoW Ui.

sometimes i wonder if i really need all this junk but then if i remove any of it i feel weird.

my definitely needed addons are:

bartender 4 because i can’t stand the way the original bars are set up and i like to be able to move mine around where i wish.

carbonite quest, which is my quest helper/minimap replacement. i love this addon and i went crazy when the damn thing broke a while back. you cannot find a better quest helper than this. i don’t know how i played without it.

xperl unit frames is essential because i like to be able to move my frames around. i hate having them up at the top so i scoot them down near my bars.

grid along with the unseen clique addon allows me to 1click heal when i’m a priest and otherwise pay attention to the raid group without having those damn raid frames everywhere.

zomg buff teh raid (i’m serious that’s the name of this thing) is useful as well cause i’m lazy and i like being able to keep up with my and my party’s buffs just by rolling the mouse wheel.

the rest is pretty unneeded but i feel weird without it.

i really don’t have anything to blog about today… so here’s a picture of me and lucas in front of the dark portal

i took this a couple of days ago actually… but i just now remembered to upload it so there you go.

today was bad. i woke up at 2pm with a screaming headache that threatened to melt my brains straight out my ear… spent the next few hours cowering in a ball in bed wondering if the world was going to end… finally that’s lifted though. i have no idea what that was but it may have been the worst headache i have ever had in my life.. ugh…

i’m having a hard time getting back on track though… but i will not be discouraged! i am just having some down time and then i will go right back to my goals. i’m still keeping up with the blogging goal though.

well for a while i was doing good and sleeping at the same time but i got turned around again and today i woke up at 3pm i guess i will just have to do my goals and stuff in a weird time order in order to get the done today.

i haven’t had much to write about lately, my day is mainly comprised of sleeping, eating, second life, WoW, in various combinations… also a little sims 2 chucked in there. haven’t been playing sims 3 very much. i think the major beef i have with it is the camera, i’m very used to the sims 2 camera and the sims 3 camera just seems very touchy and hard to straighten out.

ok now i have to try and get the rest of the day’s chores out of the way.