i’m having a  hard time sticking to my goals right now… i’m not going to see this as failure but i am pretty disappointed in myself. i started out so well, doing everything i was supposed to, but now i’m falling behind bad. i have kept up blogging but i am struggling with that. my sleep schedule is all out of wack, screwing up on my dieting, meh… just a rough week or so i guess.

i always feel like there’s not enough time for me to do everything i need to get done, even though that’s not true because i always manage to get things done rather quickly, but i still worry about it too much and end up stressing out over it.

last night i had some weird dream that left me awake at an odd hour and stuck without the ability to return to sleep. i ended up playing sim city 4 for an hour before i could finally crawl back into my bed and close my eyes. stuff like that sucks and i wish i could just stay asleep the whole night!!

sorry i’m ranty today…