making and sticking to goals, why is this so hard for me to achieve? i am so obsessively organized you would think they would be easy to do but for some reason, after a few days of sticking to a goal, i will end up getting side tracked and totally lose it. i have two online goal trackers, one for private goals that i don’t really want to share. i keep these goals on a site called joes goals. for more diet, excersize stuff, i keep goals on spark people. but sometimes i can’t even bother to check those sites or do the goals i set for myself. its not good for me and i know this, but for some reason i can’t seem to stick!

today i had one of those bursts of energy.. where i am actually achieving today’s goals, and checking them off one by one. blogging is one of those goals, its just about the only one i’m sticking to, but still not regular enough. that’s why i set up the goal for this month to be blogging at least once every day.

so far i have been able to check off 2 (3 when i post this) of the 5 goals i have on joes goals. spark people.. not so good. i’m really losing the battle against my weight. i want to lose it but i just seem to gain. i am not eating right and i can’t stick to exercise.

i know this blog sounds like a lot of complaining, but mostly i’m writing this out for me. i want to remind myself of what i am doing. that i am not sticking to these goals i am setting. i am also hoping maybe you guys have some tips, or motivational ideas for me? i dunno.. i’m starting to lose hope and i know that is NOT GOOD!

at any rate i’m going to try to finish up my goals for the day and get some work done as well.