today nothing is cooperating and i’ve only been awake for an hour.

i had a hard time sleeping due to the wonderful nightmares i get almost every night. for a while they had stopped but they’ve returned now and in full force. i don’t remember what i dreamed but when i woke up my brain did its weird little glitch where it makes me think there’s shadow people in my room, and so i did what i always do, i freaked out and flailed around and then turned on a light. for some reason though, what ever i dreamed bothered me so much i could not go back to sleep until i turned my tv on to some stupid cartoon on cartoon network. then i was finally able to close my eyes and pass out again.

i woke up way later than i wanted to and now i’m struggling to do my daily goals

i hate nightmares!