my dad was on the phone with the doctor when i walked into the living room just now. he has been sick all week with an infection and of course his defib going off. mom was with him reading off lists of medications and what not when he dropped the phone and slumped over. he jumped and came to, said it went off again. mom freaked grabbed the phone and called 911, hanging up on the doctor he had been speaking to.

the defib shocked him 7 times in all before the ambulance arrived.. he fell out of his chair and they had to carry him from the floor to the streacher.

my mother is in a panic, and i of course have to be the glue… writing this right now just to get it out of my head because if i don’t i’m probably going to collapse into some sort of manic state…

i hate this.