well after my dad has been in and out of the hospital in october, my mother is now in the hospital. apparently her sugar was really high and there is a chance that she has either had, or may have a stroke. she was slurring her speech for a while and complaining of numbness on one side. i’m glad my brother forced her to the hospital (she didn’t want to go!) cause she could have had a stroke driving and hurt herself or others… bleh. i don’t understand why people don’t go to the doctor when they are sick. hell i’m scared to death of hospitals and needles but if something wasn’t right i’d be in the damn ER immediately.

anyway so i hope they caught what ever is wrong in time and can get this sorted out. and i’ll update if i hear anything.

while mom is gone i am taking this opportunity to tidy up the house.. the lack of organization in our kitchen drives me insane but mom doesn’t like for me to reorganize anything so it stays in a state of disarray constantly. last night i washed every piled dish, cleaned dorian’s box, fixed dad lunch AND dinner, AND got his meds with only little confusion (he knows what he needs but i don’t so he had to describe bottles to me and X_x). today i had to wake up at this ungodly hour to fix dad breakfast before he leaves with my brother. this whole ordeal has made me realize that i should probably help out more around here, however i don’t think i enjoy waking up so early *dies*