i’m lost!

since this morning i’ve pretty much non-stop been watching lost. yes i know that is pretty insane. last year before my father died, i promised him i would watch the entire 5 seasons i missed so that i could be ready for feb 2, when the new season was going to start. i’m keeping that [...]

Just Say No To Internet Censorship

i am very thankful to live in a country where censorship is very minor, and we have the right to freedom of speech both online and off. but unfortunately it is not the same all over the world. a very good friend of mine from second life, moggs oceanlane is raising awareness to this completely [...]

my back is killing me!

my mattress is driving me insane.. its got annoying springs poking out of it arg! i wish i could have one of those really pretty metal beds, but i can’t fit that in this room so i’m stuck with a mattress and box springs on the floor. guess its time to flip it :/ my [...]

1 month

a month ago yesterday i woke up and was told that my father was dead. a month ago yesterday my entire life collapsed. a month ago yesterday i lost my best friend. i’m still trying very hard to keep it together. all the stuff we’ve had to endure lately has been tiresome but we’re still [...]

some good and some bad

here we are, a month from the day dad died… i’m still missing him a lot and we are still struggling to deal with some things he had open, since he didn’t write down anything. my brother had to close down the bank account he was sharing with my dad because of a stupid website [...]

a trip to the movies

tonight was an unexpected treat! i was doing my normal routine of playing WoW with lucas when my brother knocked on the door and invited me to see The Book of Eli we both wanted to see it because it reminded us of the game Fallout. one of my new years resolutions was to attempt [...]

hey there valentine’s day

when did you show up? gah. i was out getting some groceries the other day when i looked around and noticed the tell tale sign of another holiday fast approaching. its still the middle of January but already stores are filled withValentine’s Gifts! usually i spend valentine’s day with lucas online since we are long [...]

a bit behind…

so i’ve been a bit absent from blogging. mostly because my laptop has been randomly freezing up on me for a couple of weeks. i have been poking at its insides and right now it seems to be working so lets cross our fingers and hope for the best! even though the laptop is a [...]

oh hai blog!

sorry i’ve not written much. after days of fighting with my internet to get it to work it turned out they were having an outage. i love how the tech support never knows anything about these outages and always blames it on my hardware. when i worked at my call center job, we always knew [...]

lets get this new year started

i ment to blog yesterday but i spent all day and night fighting with my internet connection! yesterday was just a hassle.. not a great way to start the new year out. i had to help mom figure out all kinds of bills that dad usually paid… lots of money gone in a matter of [...]