i’m really envious of people who have their own business or work from home. even though i know its a lot of work to get to that point. (my dad owned his own business). it seems like it would be so nice to be my own boss. i have really enjoyed writing blog posts about different stuff, and i don’t mind when its dull topics like custom business cards and stuff like thiat. but i don’t really get much work for that because i’m still new to it all.

i ramble on here a lot about the lack of employment in my area, but a part of me is kind of scared to go out and get the jobs that i am really interested in. i’m not sure why i hold myself back, but i know that its something i need to stop. i’m not getting any younger!

i’m also not sure where to find jobs like that. i do have skills but i never went to school for them, and for some reason that seems to stop places from hiring me. just because i don’t have a piece of paper that says i can make a picture or make a logo, doesn’t mean i can’t do those things just as well (or better) than someone who does have that paper.

being an adult is irritating.