i got this new computer, its all exciting and fast and i’m loving it but the excitement wore off seriously quick! not sure what caused that but now i’m bored again :(. i seriously fail at productivity. instead of doing something like making artwork or possibly learning something about my 3d programs, i’m sitting here on my butt looking at Elvira Costumes and downloading the final fantasy xiv beta. way to go me…

i guess i still need to get in the groove of things. having this computer and it being super fast is a little bit motivating. i don’t have to sit and wait for programs to slowly open or close so work goes much faster. a big part of my problem is that i just feel so uninspired. i open photoshop or i open 3ds max and i end up just sitting there looking at the blank screen and then close the program and do something mindless.

i don’t mean to sound whiney so don’t pay attention to me.. i’m just awake too early and can’t seem to get myself to stick to anything. i miss being able to focus on things like i used to. i hope i can get that back someday.