i’ve been lazy as hell, no real excuse for it. haven’t had much to talk about recently and i’ve been trying to come to some sort of mental agreement with myself over things i do, and scheduling and all that stuff. i spend a lot of time being idle and doing absolutely nothing and that is something i need to stop!

i am still fighting with this layout mess for my blog. i know what i want it to look like but for some reason its just not coming together >_< i think i just need to scrap it and start again. i was using a premade template style theme to try and cobble something together but honestly its just way more work than i want to go though to make what i want to make, so its back to writing my own from scratch. i can do the code work, just for some reason the visual part of this blog is failing me. i need something simple and i need to to work!! i think honestly i make it harder to do than it really is because i want to look cool but when the hell has that ever mattered?

so yeah this was a filler blog cause i have nothing to say but i hate leaving this thing dead for weeks.