trying to get back into the swing of things after all that has happened in the past week is hard. for the first time in my life i am without the advice of parents. sure i have my little brother and my sister in law here living with me, so i’m not technically on my own, but i feel that way to a point.

its time to grow up. not completely of course because i like being a dorky young at heart person sometimes, but yeah… its time to take charge of my life and live a bit. a friend of mine had just mentioned a couple weeks ago, that her life didn’t really start until she hit 30 and then things all changed around, for the better. while mom’s death obviously isn’t a change for the better, it is a kick in the behind… i will be 30 in august. here’s hoping that things will get better soon.

today i am going to go out looking for a job in the local city area. its about a half hour away from home but there’s a better chance of work than this stupid place we live in. hopefully it’ll work out for the best.

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