i haven’t written much.. man i have been saying that a lot… but meh. i haven’t written much and the reason is that i have been exhausted. we’ve gotten a lot done in a week’s time but everything is still up in the air. my brother just finally started a new job today, my sister-in-law had an interview over the phone, i still haven’t been able to find a job even though i’ve put in a ton of applications all over the place. i’m worried that we won’t be able to pay the power bill. i don’t mind losing the internet at this point because we must do what we have to do, but we need electricity, so that bill looming over head is worrying me. not to mention mom’s funeral costs, which we’ll be paying forever at this point.

i’m asking again if you can donate, please click on the paypal button on my sidebar. don’t feel obligated, but any little bit will help. we have a lot of bills to pay, and we cannot afford them at this present time. if i have the internet, i will honor the advertisement bonus that comes with 50$ or 100$ donations, just please email me and let me know your information.

i hate begging, and i feel like i’m groveling at this point. but things are dire even though i’ve pretended they are not.