today or i guess now, yesterday, was a seriously weird day.

for those that didn’t read my twitter or facebook messages. my mother was admitted to the hospital with severe hemorrhaging to the brain. she fell off of her bed onto the floor and when i found her she was unresponsive. i had no idea she was even home… i called an ambulance and it took ever ounce of courage i had to go to the hospital with her. those who know me know that i cannot stand to be in a hospital. they tweek me out really bad.

i spent most of the day in panic and shock and it did not help that the doctor attending to her came in to tell me her hemorrhaging was fatal and that i need to find out what her wishes were. i have no idea what they were doing with her. they transferred her to a bigger hospital, and i had them take me home to wait on my brother to get here.

and then, while sitting here feeling the weirdness that always comes from this sort of stuff, an announcement was made, the president gets on tv and tells everyone that osama bin laden is dead. a murder of thousands has finally been brought to justice. and i feel good but not good at the same time.

its been a roller coaster today and i have no clue what i am feeling right now.