today the mail brought a letter from the medicaid office, saying they want to recover funds they paid for when mom was living. they want information about her assets, which… there really aren’t anymore. but just getting this after all the shit we’ve been dealing with, its just another thing to worry about on top of everything else.

i’m pretty sure there is nothing they can take from us, since the land and home has been legally turned over to us by the state of VA, her vehicle was always in my brother’s name so they can’t really take that either, the money in her bank account was already paid to the funeral home by the probate office, and unless they want the clothes we haven’t goodwilled, she had nothing else.

i’m hoping they can’t say they have legal claim to the house and land since its our only place to live at the moment. i really wish things would just get settled down and let us breathe a bit.

i put in an application a few days ago at the unemployment office for a job at a bread factory, i’m not sure if i can actually work that kind of job, because i’m not really great at going fast or manual labor type stuff, but at the moment i’ll suffer though it for the money. the unemployment office said we cannot call them to check on our applications (my brother also put in for a job there so he can get more money than what he is getting now) so its just going to be a wait and see game.

i wish my mother had taken the time to put things in more order than she did. the chaos we are having to sift though to get things taken care of is just really starting to get to me.