so today marks 1 month since i decided to step out of my little cave and walk the path i was meant to walk.

its been an adventure… learning how to function in a “normal” relationship where there is a person there next to you in bed, or sitting with you on the couch… i am overwhelmed with this ridiculous happiness that has left me looking like a psych ward patient.

since making this decision, and moving here, i’ve felt slightly more grown up. my stress has totally lifted off my shoulders. i don’t feel sick or sad like i had been for so very long… and every time he’s around fear just completely dissolves… i might even be able to learn how to drive eventually if this keeps up!

true happiness really is a wonderful feeling… and i feel so lucky to have a chance to feel it again.