its a week until xmas and i have been having such a wonderful time in real life that i’ve neglected this blog, but i wanted to write and say happy holidays to all my readers and friends who have stuck with this blog for so long!

i have received some awesome cards over the last couple of weeks and i’m pretty sure there are more on the way

i put them on the mantle of the fireplace we don’t really use so it would be more xmas-y. we still need to decorate for the holidays but that’s unfortunately going to have to wait until he gets home from his run before we can grab the tree from his mom’s and grab my ornaments from the trailer. i’ll have pictures of that when we finally get it done.

my holiday plans are kinda boring i guess you could say, but for me they will be nice. its my first year without either parent for xmas and its going to be kinda sad. especially since dad died on the 20th and i still get really sad the week of xmas. we are going to go visit their graves on the 20th if possible, and then maybe some dinner and a little mall shopping. i’ve already gotten most of my presents, since he’s a bit of an addict with online shopping lol. mostly dvds, but also my motel hell shirt! and of course…well… he is the best xmas present i could have ever asked for

so that’s what’s going on in my little world. i’m still stuck on a layout for this place. i dread using a pre-made one but i have a bad feeling that’s what its going to come to :/ my creativity is on hold.