i don’t want to be annoying and fill up my blog with all this baby talk stuff but to be honestly i haven’t really had much excitement or stuff to talk about in a long time, so i hope this sort of junk doesn’t scare my readers away! though i know some of you ARE mommy bloggers, i’m not sure i’m cut out to really be one. i guess we’ll find out when i’m more than just baby housing.

i’m kinda disappointed in the way my brother has reacted to the announcement that i’m pregnant. he responded to my boyfriend’s facebook announcement with the fact that he and his wife can’t have kids. its understandable to be unhappy about that, but… why would you post that on an announcement like that?? isn’t that something you could at least have mentioned in private instead of blurting it out on what was supposed to be a happy announcement?

besides that, everyone else seems to be accepting and happy about all this. i’m really relieved because for some reason i was stuck in the mindset of a 16 year old me, worried about what my parents are going to say. i’m sure they would not be too happy that i’m not married, but ben and i are 30 and adults, and we’re gonna get married at some point (we were planning that BEFORE we had this happen), so at least we’re not teenagers trying to make it though high school or something.

the mountain of info and reference i’ve been going though has left me in a bit of a panicky state.. i shouldn’t be reading so far ahead on things. just think about right NOW instead of OMG WHEN BABY COMES WHAT DO I DO?? cause that’s still MONTHS away… so i’ve put the info down, and chilled out on it a bit.