i’m contemplating getting a domain again now that i have a job. i would love to have one that i could host both this blog and my second life blog and perhaps some other junk as well. does anyone have any recommendations for hosts? i could really use some with lots of space and bandwith (and low cost of course lol)

not much else to post. all those people that didn’t call in last night are calling in now and we are a bit swamped today. *dies*

so here i am at work. bored off my ass. figured i’d write a blog heh. i’m actually not supposed to be on the computer but eh, they don’t seem to check and it’s not like i’m not doing my work when a call comes in. work is slow today, hardly any calls, just like i like it.

i feel bad for not keeping up with my blog like i used to. i used to enjoy writing one at least ever couple of days but now i just feel like i have nothing to say to people. yeah i’ve said that a few times lately i guess. so i’m trying to come up with ideas for that.

my birthday was august 24th, i totally forgot to blog then. yeah i suck lol. i’m 26 years old now. bleh. i feel old.

bobbie and i moved and now live in a trailer closer to work. yay i have my own room! we’re still getting used to it and still need to clean some stuff out of the apartment. :s the microwave is still in there…

i’m thinking of making some changes to this site later on… not feeling the way i do things anymore. i never update that cam, haven’t updated since i moved here in april! lol, and there is sooo much outdated junk on this site. ugh. i’ll work on it when i get home i suppose.

it’s almost time for lunch so i’m going to run away now.

oh man.. still haven’t finished that layout *stab stab stab*

i’m sitting here listening to techno music i torrented earlier. -so good- i love it. makes me all peppy and stuff… anyway.

i have an early appointment with the foodstamp people (because i am poor and i need these things…) and i should have been in bed hours ago (appointment is at 9:45..) so i’m fucked. i can never sleep when i need to. staying up every night with lucas on second life doesn’t help stuff either but eh… i needz my lucas fix

my training for my xm radio tech support job starts monday. i get to sit around and learn xm radio junk from 4pm to midnight X_x for 4 weeks straight. i think i only get weekends off. at least it’s paid training so it won’t be just a waste of time. it’s mostly a fall back. lucas should be here before i even finish with the classes so i’ll just be leaving when he does *shrug* but if something happens and the dates get pushed back again, at least i’ll have something to make money with until i can get the hell out of here. lucas is proud of me for taking this job even though i am very skiddish with things of this nature (talking on the phone to people i don’t know sometimes makes me a bit freaked out) him being proud in me makes me feel good. i still hope he shows up soon rather than later.

i watched the gift earlier, very good movie, very fucked up movie. for some reason me and bobbie have a netflix queue full of fucked up movies lol.

not sure what else to blog. blah..

yes i am writing… *shuffles feet* i have a half finished layout to go up later i guess, if i can peel myself away from lucas long enough to finish the coding.

i am officially (hopefully) one week away from meeting the love of my life in person. i am so excited i am afraid i may pee myself… ok just kidding. but i’m seriously very excited! i am so nervous… we know what eachother looks like but i’m just nervous anyway because i hate the way i look and blah. OK! no down on myself… i will make it!

anyway…

i’m not sure what to really type because nothing really happens and i don’t want to just gush on and on about my boyfriend because that can be really rude and i’m sure you people don’t want to read about that.

i guess i should go try to finish that layout before lucas gets back…

ok missed a few days with the posting but i figured i’d give an update.

a scanner darkly might just be the most fucked up wtf movie i’ve seen in a while. but man was it good! i really liked how they did the whole thing in this weird cartoon vector thing… anyway, must see it if you’ve not. nimil approves!

lucas is planning to see me at the end of the month! i am so excited. this is going to be the best time of my life ever. finally a man who wants to do nothing but love on me… i hope this one lasts for ever…

ok enough of me being mushy.

someone needs to tell the adult swim people that their lineup is starting to suck. saul of the molemen sucks ass, and so does that show by the tom goes to the mayor people. UGH. i can’t stand it :|

today it fucking snowed it’s ass off and bobbie and i stood around staring in disbelief. WHERE DID THE WARM GO?!?!

that’s about all i have to say… OH i rejoined despair so maybe i can keep up with it this time.

*edit*
fixed the comments so you can actually see the form now… stupid style sheet was hiding from me

i’ve been trying to keep up with this blog a bit more. notice my posts are more frequent now *nods*

i needz a new layout! i love my chemical romance to pieces and bits but i am a layout whore and well.. it’s time for a change! man… i used to put up a layout every month now i’m such a slacker :s i just can’t seem to get inspired. bleh… i’ll come up with something.

also i implemented a threaded comment script and it made my comments a wee bit ugly and i have yet to figure out what i’ve done wrong lol they work but they don’t match the layout very well *glares at it*

anyway last night was so fucking boring. spent most of the night waiting on lucas, falling asleep watching the sopranos and then finally around 4 am my time got to talk to him on the phone for a bit *heart eyes* he kept telling me about watching that sex talk show with sue johanson lol. that show is disturbing…

tomorrow we should have a scanner darkly from netflix. *does a little dance*

ok it’s april, and it should not be 20 degrees outside. UGH. i woke up this morning and it was fucking snowing! WHAT THE HELL!?

anyway today was interesting. i woke up to bobbie shuffling things around, and she turned on the light and i sat up. she said “sorry to turn the light on, on you but chunky is missing.” chunky being the hampster…

during the night the cat jumped up on chunky’s cage and his weight disconnected the little plastic thingies that chunky plays in, so chunky was able to excape into the night lol. we searched the whole damn apartment and didn’t find him. hopefully he’ll show up sometime later on tonight.

and no the cat didn’t eat him cause ginger is too little. we’d notice if he’d eaten a hampster lol

after the frantic searching, bobbie called into work cause she just wanted to do some house work and be lazy we cleaned out the closets and fixed the one in the living room up so i could hang my clothing up and what not. bobbie has way too many shoes X_x. deep in the back of her closet i found the most awesome thing ever. a zebra stripped cowboy hat!

then we went out for japanese food! woot! i got teriyaki steak and fried rice with extra shrimp sauce. god… heaven there… i haven’t had any japanese food in almost a year! wish they’d had sushi though…

after japanese food, we went to bobbie’s mum’s house because she’d bought us easter presents. so i get there, and i have a cute egg shaped box full of CANDY! and socks O_o, and a teddy bear with bunny ears… awwww. i shall take photos later.

currently i’m on second life kissing lucas while he’s afk lol. tonight we’re going to have movie night on the phone and watch true romance and maybe another movie. i’m not sure.

i love weekends.

lol…

fuck i dunno what to write anymore… i fell in love with a guy online. i broke up with coy. i’m living in my parents house again… stuck back on dial up *gag* but i have hope and a wonderful guy that someday i hope to be able to snuggle with in real life instead of just online.

gonna work on the new layout later on tonight… i have a basic design i just need to get the code from this layout so i can intergrate it into the new one.

new layout. very basic, wasn’t sure really what i wanted to do and i made it before i got the net back. i’ll probably toss up a more snazzy one later… yes i caught emo from my boyfriend and he’s got me hooked on my chemical romance…

dunno what else to post.

so here’s a half-assed layout. yeah yeah same design as the last one just new background, header, and colour scheme. figured it was time to put up something else.

it is giftmas eve! what are you doing for this holiday season? i’m doing a whole lot of nothing i think. boyfriend is going to see the grandmother that hates me, so i get to stay here today. tomorrow we’re going to my house to do the present thing. coy still has to buy me a gift :s he said he was taking me out to get it so we’ll see about that i suppose.

not much else has been going on. grieving the loss of my friend, playing alot of matrix online, cuddling.. cuddling is nice.. i think i might go back and get more cuddling. *runs*

oh! also! thank you to christian for telling me where to find the code to get rid of that “no comment” thing at the bottom of my wp pages! all fixed now

first off in sitely news:

i’m switching all my pages to wordpress pages so i can intergrate the layouts easier and stop having so many php pages floating around in various directories. i should have done that to begin with but my stubborn ass had to do it the old fashioned way so i’m paying for it now lol. um.. does anyone know how i can get rid of that stupid “no comments” thing at the bottom of the pages?

now.. onward. i’ve always wanted to learn french. why didn’t i take it in school? i have no fucking idea! i should have. but i took spanish instead so i could get into latin when i got to highschool, which of course i then failed horribly. *kicks self in ass*. so now, having 3 friends who speak french (2 canadians and one austrailian who was smart and took it in school), i want to learn it too so i’m going to try and teach it to myself which should be fun because i suck at teaching myself languages, except german which is easy to pick up after you figure a few things out.

i rejoined my favourite non-game forum lavish aw. i missed them! and they missed me *sends hearts* also joined jess’ flickr challenge group called one lotus

oh yeah.. i got trendy and hopped on the bandwagon and joined vox haha. so add me over there if you feel like it. i’m not sure what i’ll be posting over there though.